Warning, this is nothing more than a VENT. This is going to be a pissed off woman, who is going to be rambling about things you won't understand. BUT that's OK because I will feel a lot better after!!
Tonight at dinner I was telling my HUSBAND about some things to do with the BLOG. As I am telling him my story, I can see it in his face that he is not at all getting what I'm talking about. As I'm going into the next part of my ever so important story he says, "what's the big deal its just a blog"!
OH NO HE DIDN'T!!
OH YES HE DID!!
As I am sitting there telling myself to breath and not hurt this man at my dining room table, he proceeds to say it again. I tried to explain to him that this is not just a blog, this has become something very personal and meaningful to me.
Everything on this blog is straight from my heart. If it didn't come straight from me, then I let everyone know who it came from(some people should learn from this!) It might not be the most interesting or thought provoking blog, but its my blog!! It's all about me, my family, friends and my feelings about this crazy life were living! I don't try and be anybody else or please anybody else(being FAKE has never been my thing)....
So when I'm telling him about something to do with this BLOG, how dare he say to me....IT'S JUST A BLOG!!
Instead of arguing even more, I put my tennis shoes on and walked. I went about a mile more than I usually go(so 2 miles more total). As I was walking listening to my, not so white girl music(On some days I am a black woman trapped in a white woman's body!!) I was thinking "should I blog about this NONSENSE"....then I thought what the hay. One of our husbands purposes in life is to piss us off occasionally,(I will admit I love to light a fire under his behind every now and again). I don't expect him to understand why certain thing are special to me. I also don't want him to slight them either....
Sorry about the rambling, I told you this was going to be nothing more than a VENT!
I actually have a few more VENTS in my EDITS that I haven't posted. Some are about my wonderful husband, some are about some other wonderful people who make me a little nutty sometimes.
After I type I feel a lot better. This is like a diary for me. I'm not a prude in anyway and don't mind sounding like a crazy person, every now and again!
IT'S JUST ME!!!