With no end in sight, I'm trying to get used to this gone 2 to 3 days a week thing again and man did I tell you it SUCKS!
When Hannah was an infant Brian traveled 3 days a week every other week for about a year. Let me just tell you having an infant, a 3 year old and a 6 year old and no husband home at night was HARD. But I got used to it and we made it work.
I know that people have husbands that are gone a lot more than mine or god forbid not there at all and I really should not be
I just feel like I can't get it all together this time. Let me rephrase that, if I could get some SLEEP while he was gone, then maybe I could get it all together.
I always feel like I need to keep one eye open, "just in case" something happens.
Not like we don't have an alarm system and 2 dogs to let me know when something is going on.
I just need to relax, yes I do, do that
I'm pausing for a moment so you all can stop laughing at me.
(are you done, daddy?)
Anyway, any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
Please don't tell me to take something, because then how would I become SHE - RA in the middle of the night and defend the universe if I was in a drug induced sleep??
Was SHE RA in the Thunder Cats, because all of a sudden I feel like I should be doing the THUNDER CATS.....OOOOO call.
Is that right or am I really just falling asleep at the wheel of life?